“Merry Christmas！ my girl.My love for you ，flying from Korea to Australia, across the mountains of America, then across the vast Atlantic Ocean, and around to China.Hope you are always happy”（圣诞快乐，女孩。我对你的爱从韩国飞到澳大利亚，穿过美洲的层层山脉，广阔的大西洋，绕过一圈来到中国。希望你永远开心），她真是个浪漫的小天使。“ , !”（你是我在中国认识的第一个朋友，爱你哦！）。我的脸上洋溢着笑意，这张卡片不自觉的把我拉向了六年级的那个冬天，没什么雪花，但有她，给了我力量去改变，去做自己。
还有一张信！我还记得我很恨自己没有早点发现那封信。“, ! . . . . . ”（王思，你好！我是罗念星。我从来没想过短短几天就遇到这么好的朋友，我们就像姐妹一样！你是我重要的存在，即使我回到了澳大利亚，去了韩国也依然会想起你。不要忘了我，我爱你。）
“I want to share a story with you: Once upon a time, a little girl followed her family from Korea to Australia, but eventually they immigrated to Australia.She loves music and passed an interview with I.M Entertainment to become an trainee. As long as she can endure hardship, she can start her career as an idol singer, like a K-pop star on TV.The price is that she will be away from her family for at least three years, perhaps longer.When she was a child in South Korea, ostracized by her clas□□ates because she was half-Korean. Some boys laughed at her for being half-Korean, and the girl also isolated her because of her existence.She was afraid to tell her mother because she was afraid she would be sad, but whenever the boy pointed at her and said she was Chinese, she would rebel, \"I am Korean!Please don\'t say that about me!\"After that, I was afraid of China. She thought Chinese people were not so friendly except for her mother.Until Ishecame to China, grandpa, nanny aunt, many, many Chinese people are very nice.Luckily, she met a Chinese angel girl, who had beautiful eyes and a free soul.Although they come from different countries and have different cultural backgrounds, they talk about everything and get along like family.Eager to make friends, she cherished the Chinese girl and gradually fell in love with her. SThey were both born the same year. She knew that such feelings were different from friends.She has good friends in Korea and Australia, but for this Chinese girl, she knows she has a different feeling and she wants to be with a Chinese girl forever.She was precocious, but she didn\'t have a boyfriend at school.The Chinese girl has many ideas that she agrees with. She is very clever and lovely, humorous and polite, and considerate of the Korean girl\'s shortcoming in Chinese.Her beautiful eyes and interesting soul attract the Korean girl and make the Korean girl fall in love with her.When we slept together at night, the Korean girl could not help but turn on the light and quietly looked at the Chinese girl.With long eyelashes and a quiet sleeping face, she could not help kissing the Chinese girl. She knew that the Chinese girl found it and nervously turned off the light and went to sleep.She woke up very early and wrote this letter to the Chinese girl.The next day she would leave for Australia, then say goodbye to everyone and go to Korea alone to pursue her dreams.She couldn\'t bear to see the Chinese girl. She fell in love with her.”
（我想给跟你分享一个故事：从前一个小女孩，她跟着家人四处奔波，有时是韩国有时是澳大利亚，不过最终他们移民到了澳大利亚。她很喜欢音乐，并通过了IM娱乐公司的面试，成为了一名练习生，只要她能吃苦，就能成为一名偶像歌手出道，像电视上的韩流明星一样。代价是她要离开家人至少三年，也许更久。她想到小时候在韩国因为是中韩混血的原因，受到了同学的排挤，有男孩嘲笑她是半个韩国人，女孩也因为她的存在而孤立她。她不敢告诉自己的妈妈，因为她怕妈妈会伤心，但是每当男孩指着她说她是中国人时，她会反抗“我是韩国人！请不要这样说我了！”。从那之后她很害怕中国，她以为除了妈妈外，中国人都不那么友善。直到她来到了中国，外公，保姆阿姨，很多很多中国人都很好。幸运的是，她遇到了一个中国的天使女孩，那个女孩有着漂亮的眼睛和自由的灵魂。虽然她们来自不同的国家，有着不同的文化背景，但她们无话不谈，相处的像家人。很渴望结交朋友的她很珍惜这位中国女孩，也慢慢爱上了她，她们两个同年出生，但她知道这种感情是区别于朋友的。她在韩国和澳大利亚都有好朋友，但对于这个中国女孩，她明白她有着不一样的感觉，她想永远和中国女孩在一起。其实她很早熟，但在学校没有谈过男朋友。中国女孩有许多她很认同的想法，她很聪明可爱，既幽默又礼貌，体谅着韩国女孩汉语不好的缺点。她美丽的眼睛和有趣的灵魂吸引着韩国女孩，让韩国女孩爱上了她。晚上一起睡觉的时候，韩国女孩忍不住打开了灯静静地看着中国女孩。长长的睫毛，安静的睡颜让她忍不住吻了中国女孩，她知道中国女孩发觉了，很紧张的关灯睡觉了。她很早就醒来，给中国女孩写了这封信。第二天她就要离开这里回到澳大利亚，然后告别所有的人，一个人到韩国追求梦想。她很舍不得这个中国女孩，她爱上了她。）我顿了顿，像是被开了一枪，子弹射进了我的五脏六腑。
“Leila，I heard that you were born at night and a beautiful girl, so I gave you a name：Leila.What\'s more, L and R are like the left and right channels of a tape player; they cannot be separated.Just like Leila and Roxanne.”(听说你出生在夜晚，又是个漂亮的女孩，我送给了你一个名字叫Leila,它的寓意就是如此。更重要的是，L和R就像是磁带播放机的左右声道，他们不能分开。就像我们一样。)
上了大学，我主攻英语，大一报了韩语班学习韩语，大二过了韩语TOPIK6级，大三在语言机构兼职韩语老师，大四在韩企实习兼韩语翻译，毕业自费在韩国研修，改了名字叫王晨，向阳而生，丢掉一切黑暗的束缚。现在开挂似的在韩国兼职随行翻译，有英语兼职需求也完全没有问题。
☆、第十章：重逢
重逢
“, (GO.UP) 2 . . (YouTube) , ”（王晨，GO.UP组合下午两点有一个广告直播，合作方是中国，因为她们在油管爆火，上级说需要一个会中英韩的人过去帮忙实时翻译）
IM一个认识不久的部门工作人员姐姐挽着我的手有些着急地说“ . , .”（公司那边本来不想安排英语翻译的，可是外国的粉丝刚刚在Instagram上强烈要求每场直播活动都要迅速翻译成英文发布在YouTube上，公司需要讨好粉丝，不然就没钱炒股票了！）她放低了音量对我耳语。
我有些犹豫“ ”（真的吗？我可以吗？）她挺起身子，笑着对我说“, OK! . !!”（王晨小姐，你完全OK！只要跟着安代表就可以了，他会教你怎么做的，你这么聪明一定会马上学会的！完全没问题！）
“ ! !”（结束之后的酬劳，不会少给你的！加油干！）然后我坐上了公司运送艺人的车，拿着安代表给我的稿子背下了广告词和一些关键信息。我被安排到拍摄人员和直播操作人员身边，和另外一个公司提前安排的会三国语言的专业口译员一起待命。他会在直播的时候坐在主持人的旁边进行实时翻译，我会在操作机器的工作人员旁边实时翻译成英文。她们安慰我尽力就好，公司也是紧急通知的，所以不必太紧张。我紧张的不是这突然砸下来的工作任务，而是马上要亲眼见到她了。
大二的夏天她就出道了，作为GO.UP的主唱兼领舞在组合里大放异彩。曾近的她可是不会跳舞的，可见她训练的多么刻苦。舞台上的她金发飘飘，浓妆艳抹，穿着超短裙和露脐装跳着girl crush的舞蹈，声音也被磨练的很有穿透力，用最美的声音唱最高的音，粉丝给她“音色流氓”和“金发女神”的美称。她的每一场直排我都有看，如果我不认识她的话一定会成为她的粉丝。公司给她安排的人设挺符合她的原生性格，偶尔营销的会有点过，比如对家境的过度渲染，不断地让组合CP发糖，买热搜上热搜也是家常便饭，但粉丝都是乐在其中，砸钱买专辑买周边订演出门票，给自家姐姐氪金，饭圈女孩一顿猛虎操作。我对饭圈也有一点了解，作为一个理智的成年人，我是不太参与其中的，不太欣赏饭圈的某些潜在规则，所以就安心地当当翻译，赚赚小钱，有时候还能免费收到明星的周边。